Hoping to End My "Endless" Journey

I am in a place I thought I would love to be in... but now that I am already in it... I wish I never went in... hehe I know I sound so weird.. but I really feel like being literally torn... torn towards so many directions that I now think there are millions of angles you could be dragged into... hay life... sometimes I feel like I am in a desert... nothing to see... just sand everywhere.... and when you walk towards a constant direction... you'll feel like it will never end... though that is the case... I know I should choose one direction and head only towards that direction even if it feels like its never gonna end.... and hold on... hoping that I would bump into something.... or someone or some place... and give that whole "seem-like-its-never-gonna-end" journey a whole new meaning.... blah blah blah... my senseless rantings!!!!