After that talk, I took time to reflect on things... how come it doesn't hurt the same way... Pain are getting more bearable now... easy to handle... easy to
deflect... Maybe I've matured... or have I moved on with that part in my life?! That part of my life that I call my installment happiness... some months I'm happy....and then some months after are so boring... and some months more I couldn't move my cheeks to give a smile... cause someone kept pissing me off haha and then I become happy again...:) Anyway, having learned about things that are hmmm sometimes "kept"... I felt a pinch in my heart... but in a matter of seconds... I was surprise to still smile... Maybe I should stop waiting... Maybe even if I do not want things to end, it'll just do... Maybe no matter how thrilling a book is, it'll just meet its last chapter.... I thought maybe I had blessings in my life why this happened.... Maybe I should start appreciating them... before its too late... hmmm.... off to sleep now! ciao peeps!
