Caught Unguarded!

So there! I was walking with my sister along the Mall of Asia just earlier... and then I bumped into someone I never expected to see that time... the cousin of someone from my past... I greeted him when he came near me... told me that he was with his cousins... I didn't ask who they were but he just told me familiar names.... it actually meant nothing to me but a thought crossed my mind... even if its almost impossible for me to see one person again, I thought about what if we crossed path again... Should I say "hi"? Should I act like a good friend? Or should I turn around and pretend to have suddenly changed my way like its the spur of the moment or something? Some friends advised me to pretend like I didn't care about losing that person in my life... hmmm... I don't really think I have to pretend 'coz I really didn't care anymore hihihi... Some told me to not forget how cruel he was to me to the extent that I "ended" my life... too hurt to go on... too wounded... too tired...

Neo, a friend of mine, told me to not think about that incident because that person wouldn't care about what I have to say because he was an a**h**e... he told me that he was not worthy of any forgiveness... I told him that I do not want to die with grudges... Neo was just different from anyone... he would never forgive anyone who he thinks never deserves and that never bothered him... but it was different with me... I can't be that stern... when I think about it... at the end of the day, the only thing that matters to me is how I really am... I am happy now... and I guess being happy for me involves forgiveness to anyone... even the most "unforgivable" ones... although, I haven't forgotten his faults... I really... honestly think and feel that I have forgiven him.... and this is why I started my life again...

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In MOA, I saw this girl without brassiere and her "thing" were just in cold... if you know what I mean... My sister was the one who saw her actually... she just pointed her to us because her "thing" were just too obvious to defy... hehehe We just tried to contain our eyes to ourselves and communicated to each other with glares hehehehe In this country, that "fashion" sense is not very normal... so I guess no one could blame us... We then minded our own business until one woman without teeth and scary hairdo... came to her and took her to the table of a very old guy... and that guy gave her money and they left... so I guess that explains why she isn't wearing any brassieres... hehe I love observing people at times... I get stories without watching TV... Just making things up in my own mind and not really knowing what is behind all the acts... :D ciao bloggers!