"I Will Follow You Into The Dark"

BY: death cab for cutie



Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark

No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black
And I held my tongue as she told me
"Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back

If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
Cause we'll hold each other soon
The blackest of rooms

If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Then I'll follow you into the dark

Proud Part of the PPP Family!

Hey! I am really excited... I nearly lost my balance when I saw that my blog has been accepted by the payperpost! My sister-in-law told me about this and she said that PPP has been giving out great opportunities, user-friendly site and most of all it pays really well... As how she enthusiastically said it... and now I understood her reaction! I think she was right! Now, I am as enthusiastic as she is!!! *laughs*

The first time I applied, I got declined and I was really sad. Yet, they e-mailed me so I can rectify my errors and so I am here! I got approved!
Now, I am so excited while starting to take my steps to richness hahaha... Who would've thought that my love of writing could provide me this big opportunity! Thanks again to the <payperpost!

"Unsweetened" Man

Like my blog... Like how life is suppose to be.... That everything should be unsweetened... that everyone should not say so many words if they only meant one...

I found my man just how I visualize everything... He was just what you see of him... no more, no less... He iritates me most of the time because he seems to not care about us... He doesn't give a lot of time for me... He doesn't call too much... I fought with him about it... but tried to listen to him as well...

My "unsweetened" is sickly and the weather here is bad... He caught flu and then he had bronchitis... I doubt if he was really sick... Anyway, he also has 5 businesses... and is very responsible to his family because he is the breadwinner since his father died while he was young...

He sounded so out of luck... But knowing him for three years... has made me patient and understanding... He was just what he really is... and asking much from him will change the way he really is... It saddens me that we can't adjust to each other... but everytime we're together... Our presence compensates the bad feelings we had... He was just what he really is... and he wants me to accept that like he had accepted me without questions...

Dial to Fly!!!

Some of my friends calls me "The Relax Master"! I am zen as I say! I do not like it when I am put to pressure that is why I like everything easy! Like just a click or a dial away!

When I need food fast... I call the food delivery service... When I need to send something... I call the package service to pick it up! And when I need to fly.. for beach holidays... to relax... I dial a flight!

I get the most convenient service because they also offer nice hotels to stay to... sometimes I do not even think of my plans... I just ask for their travelling ideas! NO HASSLES... everything is just how I wanted it to be!!! Sort of made for me! So with matters of travel! May you need Cheap Flights, Business Class Flights or Holiday Flights be sure to know their number and dial a flight so we could all be zen!

My Early Christmas Wishlist...

I just saw this cool camera... Ohhh.... I wish someone would give me Cannon 350D... I really want to have a photography career hehehe yet since I got no money to buy myself one.... I made my early christmas wishlist so Santa could think about what to buy me :)) aside from the camera of course!!! :P

1. Of course! Cannon 350D :)
2. Toyota Vios or Honda Jazz... :P and an approve license to go with it! :)
3. A small pad of my own... :P so I can be alone!
4. A year supply of universal movie tickets
5. Hmmm and gold card for airlines... :P
6. A jewelry set from Hearts and Fire :))
7. Complete diving gear and a speed boat or yacht

Now, if santa would have to choose from any of my list... I think he would choose the first one!!! LOLZ!

Bingo on Pingo!!!

People who knows me, knows that I talk a lot... and I really love to chat with my friends a lot! Especially with my best friend Jocelyn... But when she left to another state... I was really missing her and dying to talk to her again! I soon tried calling her and in the middle of our laughters and funny stories... there was this phone card that kept on cutting the line every 10 to 15 minutes... I suddenly found myself talking to myself! Quite irritating...

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The Older We Get... The More Unhappy We Are...

I remember feeling like heaven the first time my mom bought us popsicles... It still gives me a smile and it warms my heart.... We never really had the convenience of life when we were young... My brother use to sell salt in the market while he was in first or second grade... My mom and dad sells anything they can in the market but some people took advantage of us back then... so we went to the city... to look for greener pasture:) Anyway, the thought of popsicles reminds me of how the song goes... "Happiness means... two kinds of ice cream... ...learning to tie your shoe lace..."... something like that... Back then, popsicles gave me an overwhelming happiness... so does old toys given to us on Christmas... and eating on a fast food chain on special occassions... These things lost their appeal to me as I grew old... Now that I am working... It is easy for me to treat myself a popsicle or a fast food experience... Now that I grew up... toys just do not seem to matter anymore... Makes me wish I never grew up... because now... problems are not as easy as failing a pop-quiz... or pissing my mom by not studying... :( Now, problems sometimes depresses me and sometimes even tears me into pieces... But what can we do? That is just how life goes.... The older we get... the more unhappy we are... And day by day... happiness seems so distant...

Bid the Lowest... Bring Home the Prizes!!!

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Joining is easy as 1-2-3 and is free! So what are you waiting for... this auction will make you feel you are halfway to being the luckiest!!!

Vividly Inlove?

Okay... what is the worst feeling than someone really special forgot your birthday? My sort of boyfriend forgot mine... I was really sad but I kinda expected it already... He is the busiest man I know... and he is currently sick... but still busy... After work, he goes to a lot of meetings and then as soon as he arrives home... he sleeps because he feels too sick! We do not talk so often and sometimes we just send around 2 to 3 messages a day... So, a day before my birthday, I thought of telling him so I wouldn't be disappointed... but a friend of mine said no... because he would remember it... but I guess he didn't...

He was different amongst all the people I know... He shows care but you would mistake him at times that he really is uncaring... He is really not very showy but he shows me his side that others do not usually see... and I really admire his dedication to his work... his wit and humor... his taste and his silly ideas... but sometimes he pisses me off... he drives me crazy with his behavior... and he usually lacks time for me... but knowing him for more than 3 years... he has conditioned my mind that he is really just like that... and that him being too busy does not mean he cares less for me... so there... even if my head is about to burst... I make it a point to cool down and try to hear his reasons... he says this is really him... to be fair to him... he never really tried to change me too hehehe so I guess he just wants me to adapt to his behavior as he would in mine...

Ahay... I dunno what I am feeling.... I really am happy with what we have...

*Click* for "GOLD"

As I have been blabbering about days ago... My sister and I are just starting an online business... We are not much of techno-people that is why we have no clue as to how to spread words of our site through the internet aside from the non-traditional advertising we could afford... or better yet rely on words-of-mouth from good friends! Well these are good marketing but sometimes we just have to think outside of the usual box to get access to bigger things in business that I consider "GOLD"! So there... discountclick came across...

I realize that this Search Engine Marketing could help us get more traffic to our site by helping us get acquainted with popular search engines such as Google, Yahoo, MSN, Altavista and more, thus, attracting more customers at a very reasonable price!!! Isn't that cool?! Now, with this kind of promotion services, it is easier to *click* for "Gold"!

OOOpsss! Strike!!!

I'm kinda too occupied lately... I haven't slept well for 3 days... but I am good! As far as I thought... that was until tonight...

Days ago... I tried putting up a business with my sister... it was okay but there are things I do every night so I could sell more by day... In summary, because of all these things I do every night... Not to mention, being busy dating with someone *smugs* I just happen to lack sleep... and in the morning my boss who happens to be my mom... kept on nagging me why I look tired and sleepy... even if I do not sleep at work... it just sometimes pisses me off because she nags me for a different reason... She doesn't like it much when I am out my house... that is why she kept nagging me about my movie night outs... Anyway, this adds up to my stress... if this is stress... Normally, I just let things pass and when I am so pissed off... I just burst into emotions and almost all the time that happens... I regret it! Since all these stuff came just days ago... my brain is like too full to accomodate any... My sister asked me something and I kept on repeating the answer over the phone and she kept on "disecting" things... I raised my voice and viola... an instant war! But we're good... Normally, we just do not last a day without talking... and the last thing I regret was when two friends played a joke on me just recently... On normal times, I would just laugh about it... hmmm I did laughed about it but a comment pushed my button... Well, you probably can tell what happened but I just want to say sorry to that friend! I didn't mean to pour it all on you! Especially, when your special girl is around! ;) Peace Bro! I hope you understand... Anyway, this post is for you! *muah*

Shop & Swipe!!!

Yeah! Our small company is doing great... More customer traffic because of this Card Processor Merchant we found... Now our clients say that we define convenience!!! *winks* They did not know how much help we had thanks to your company who understands us! We are really lucky to have found this Merchant Processor!!! So one big HURRAH for this company, for making it all easy for businesses regardless of the size!!! They didn't just made our lives easier but also attracted more customers for us... so I bet we'll be growing bigger in no time!!! So people... make your life easier with us... SHOP & SWIPE your way without worries because MS Merchant Account is here!

Always Best When Sugarfree!!!

Are you tired of seeing movies that ends in the same way all the other movies do? Are you tired of predictable stories that you just want to sleep even if it has only reach the midst? Are you tired of sugar-coated, mushy love life that only happens in fairy tales? Well then, brace yourself because here comes Coke zero!!! Indeed, real stories doesn't end the same way... they can flow and end in millions of different variations... But still the most exciting ones are the ones we create ourselves...


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"Credit Card? We Got It!!!"

My sister and I are planning to put up a retail store via internet... I didn't know how it really works in matters of delivery and payment... aside from bank transfers that our client find so inconvenient we had to look for alternative way to accept payment... This is where we researched about Retail Store Card Processing!

I think they have given us a considerable rates since we are new and our company is considered risky... But anyway, Transaction Rates are Lower compared to the other companies we've inquired on so I guess we really made a great choice! We are more than satisfied with their effort on assisting us even if our company is really just a small one.... Thanks to this company we can now give the best and the most convenient service to our customers!

Caught Unguarded!

So there! I was walking with my sister along the Mall of Asia just earlier... and then I bumped into someone I never expected to see that time... the cousin of someone from my past... I greeted him when he came near me... told me that he was with his cousins... I didn't ask who they were but he just told me familiar names.... it actually meant nothing to me but a thought crossed my mind... even if its almost impossible for me to see one person again, I thought about what if we crossed path again... Should I say "hi"? Should I act like a good friend? Or should I turn around and pretend to have suddenly changed my way like its the spur of the moment or something? Some friends advised me to pretend like I didn't care about losing that person in my life... hmmm... I don't really think I have to pretend 'coz I really didn't care anymore hihihi... Some told me to not forget how cruel he was to me to the extent that I "ended" my life... too hurt to go on... too wounded... too tired...

Neo, a friend of mine, told me to not think about that incident because that person wouldn't care about what I have to say because he was an a**h**e... he told me that he was not worthy of any forgiveness... I told him that I do not want to die with grudges... Neo was just different from anyone... he would never forgive anyone who he thinks never deserves and that never bothered him... but it was different with me... I can't be that stern... when I think about it... at the end of the day, the only thing that matters to me is how I really am... I am happy now... and I guess being happy for me involves forgiveness to anyone... even the most "unforgivable" ones... although, I haven't forgotten his faults... I really... honestly think and feel that I have forgiven him.... and this is why I started my life again...

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In MOA, I saw this girl without brassiere and her "thing" were just in cold... if you know what I mean... My sister was the one who saw her actually... she just pointed her to us because her "thing" were just too obvious to defy... hehehe We just tried to contain our eyes to ourselves and communicated to each other with glares hehehehe In this country, that "fashion" sense is not very normal... so I guess no one could blame us... We then minded our own business until one woman without teeth and scary hairdo... came to her and took her to the table of a very old guy... and that guy gave her money and they left... so I guess that explains why she isn't wearing any brassieres... hehe I love observing people at times... I get stories without watching TV... Just making things up in my own mind and not really knowing what is behind all the acts... :D ciao bloggers!

Blogs Get Loud @ Bloggerwave!

Finally, a news worth hearing! Now, bloggers like me can just spend more time writing and get paid more for what we love to do. Yes people, one great opportunity to earn while enjoying life in the comfort of our home and in our own convenience!

Presenting... the Bloggerwave! Another spectacular blogger's dream! I share the same sentiment, alright! Yeah, I really do... Not only because I earn more in simple reason that I really love writing but also because they offer great opportunities just within reach of everyone by making the world smaller for all advertisers and bloggers!

Signing up is just a snap and opportunities just comes flooding, so what are you waiting for? Lets earn more by "Bloggerwaving" it on! If you think this isn't great, I just don't know what is!!!

My Boss, My Friend

My previous boss went online earlier. She saw me and tried to catch things up. I'm happy to have heard about her after 2 years. She was a really cool boss but we had a few misunderstandings before... Hmm... It was probably because of me! She hated me when I am inlove. I use to lose my focus on everything, yet, I think I learned my lesson already. We talked about it and I said sorry for all the wrongs I might have done to her and she unhessitantly said it was nothing. I was really touched when she said if incase I wanted to go back, I am more than welcome... Hay... Though I missed her and my work, I am really glad to have left my job there. Many people benefited from it though not professionally. It was more on personal matters. I'd rather not tell who they were... hehe I do not want to revive my past... Anyway, she told me that she is happy that I have opened my eyes to reality... and that I have learned my lessons already... She was finally glad for me... I jokingly told her that I thank her for loving me that much haha and she said of course I do love you... and that pricked my heart! I just assured her that I did learned my lessons... and some lessons only instill when you have learned them the hard way... :)

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I have a thought... I am considered a good advicer by a few friends of mine. Not to brag or anything but one of them even calls me the "Oracle"... haha I never thought I have helped people already by my "powerful" words hahaha but I am really happy I did... hmmm now thinking about it, I think I have never followed any of my advices... you see, I am really stubborn and the only way for me to learn these lessons is to suffer first.... I guess sometimes you can never remember things when there isn't any pain in your chest... the mind remebers but the heart never forgets!

Drive with Pride!!!

I have been accident prone since I was a kid, but still I had to do things on my own. Because I badly need to drive, my friend told me to get a car insurance or something... I didn't know where to look and I am really stucked with my work so she suggested to look for an Online Insurance Policy.
Imagine, there will be no more hassle inquiring on a lot of insurance company just to get the best deal on Automobile Insurance Policies! Some of the companies you inquired on will even test your temper because they will not just let you off easily if you wish not to apply anymore. I hate haggling so much as well and canvassing is really taking much of my time... But this was like a heavensent! I got multiple choices in my convenience and advantage because I could just choose the one who offers best! Ahhh... This is life! Talk about convenience! I just sent my application and BAM! I just got the best for me online and with the best price! Not only that I didn't have to waste my time on looking for who to contact and set a meeting with, I save money but still get the best offer! What more could I ask?
Now, I am just enjoying more time for myself and work. Thanks to Advantage Auto Quote! Who would've thought that what's best is just a click away?! Ciao!

Food is Great @ CYMA

Last week, I went to Edsa Shangri-La Plaza with someone and he recommended this restaurant to me... CYMA Greek Taverna... It was really an experience to remember... since it was rarely that we visit this mall... we asked that our names to be included in their long waiting list... It was long... because almost all the people seems to not mind waiting in line than look for other places to eat... Eventhough there were more than 5 other choices beside it... Anyway, I do not really like waiting but we weren't very hungry so it was okay to wait... after all the walks we took just to pass time... we were already being given a table for two... My date was the one who knows about their menu so we ordered one of his best recommended dish... the Swordfish Kebab! For him, he ordered the Eggplant Moussaka! Since the serving was too big for us and we both wanted to have the two dishes, we decided to share... *blushes* haha okay snap it! The smell when my kebab arrived... My goodness! I became hungry in an instant! It was so heavenly... It was worth the wait! The meat of the swordfish was really tender and fresh... and I really like everything that is char-grilled! It enhances the taste of the herbs... I felt like I am getting a seizure! haha okay that was a little too much! But hey I really love food and this was a taste of heaven for me! Anyway, the Moussaka got a really unique taste... very creamy and quite heavy in the tummy... I think it is only good on little servings... yet, the experience of a spoonful of it in my mouth was quite undefinable... it was bursting with flavor... the hint of cheese combined with some sort of a meat and crushed tomatoes really blends well with the flavor of the eggplant... I couldn't really describe the experience with words but I think everybody needs atleast a CYMA moment of his life!!!

After Everything...

I stopped posting entries on my blog since last year... I even forgot this ever existed... but one day.... someone asked me about this and I suddenly had the urge to post an entry here again... But it wasn't that easy... I only remembered my link on this blog... I forgot my password and the e-mail account I used for this... after days of trial and error... I finally got it back.... reading all my post here made me laugh though... I really love hard alright... but now I am not sure anymore... I am quite happy right now... not really inlove but enjoying every bit of my time getting to know someone better... and perhaphs I have learned my lesson... test the water before you dive! or maybe look at the water level first! haha All I know is I just woke up one day and found my self in deep sh... nevermind! Because of that I think I am more matured than before... I realize that a relationship is not just something you would want and get in an instant... it takes a lot of patience... and I think I'm really getting use to this... not in a hurry and sort of enjoying the scenery... this is all for now... see yah 'round!