Okay... so the day wasn't exactly the one I had in mind... yesterday, I knew something was gonna happen... in the office, two people were hmmm... discharged! Well of course, there were grounds they broke... I was kinda okay with one of them... but now I don't know how to react... I'm kinda blank so to say... sometimes, decisions can be harsh if you follow your heart..... that is what I've learned... hehehe Anyway, I use to have this co-worker that I always argue with... say harsh words.... but everything is a joke for us... I know some people who doesn't know us would be surprised on how we joke about each other and anything under the sun.... but today! I told myself I'll be nice... hehe it actually felt weird... I am naturally nice (hmm in doubt!) to other people except to him... and he is likewise with me... we make it a point that we have "bullets" for each other everytime we cross each others path bwahahaha... anyway, it really felt weird and funny... because the people around us were not use to us being nice to each other... hehehe just silly rantings!!!
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a friend texted me a quote that goes like this: "we can close our eyes to things we do not want to see... but we can never close our heart to things we do not want to feel..."
I thought about it for a while and told myself how easy things will be if our hearts got a reset or a power button... to just start all over again or shut it up for all eternity... hehe okay, I was exaggerating! at least have a cold boot like the personal computers... hehe anyway, I am not sure about closing our eyes to things we do not want to see.... because I think that the heart could see... even if you close your eyes... your eyelids seems to be transparent.... you still know whats going on even if you've closed your eyes.... you still feel they're or its there.... moving... unrelenting... the only way to not see things you don't want to see... is to learn to be numb and uncaring on things you don't want to feel... hehe Stupidity in numerous words!!!
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why do people break rules? I think there are no rules in life that weren't broken... if you haven't littered... someone already had.... if you haven't cheated... many already did.... I mean there are no rules that were spared to being broken.... or could you name one? hehehe just a senseless thought... ciao peeps
Saturday, July 21, 2007
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