I won't be sleeping like how I woke up...

I woke up unexplainably sad today... but hey... I still had to work... I volunteered myself to go to the province today so I can be left alone and clear my thoughts... Things have changed I guess... things are not what I thought they would be... I guess I'm too positive these days... too carefree... I didn't see it coming... but things maybe how it's suppose to be... that is what I have learned in life... I do not regret anything about it... I am happy that I had the honor of being in this situation... of course, not including the ending :) but its okay... I do not blame anyone... and I promised myself that I'll be cool... I guess I won't be sleeping like how I woke up then... *winks*