His Valentine Message...

Tomorrow is Valentine's Day... I hope somebody asks me out... haha kidding... but if someone does ask me out... would I say yes??? hmmm... dating is actually healthy... if nobody gets mad.... hehehe ;p... Anyway, I've attached his message to me... he described be as a "sweet and loving" person... hmm I guess he didn't know me that well hahaha we use to call each other "Toto" and "Inday" ... Toto was a nice man... and he was a sweet boyfriend... he showed a lot of care for me and does things I do not expect... haay life... things are just so different lately... or maybe... I'm just missing him...

Just writing...

Its been so long since I've stopped writing... Actually, its just because I had my notebook fixed...hehe... I'm leaving my home for a while... search my soul somewhere far... enjoy life to the fullest... forget problems and relax... Where am I going??? I dunno... where my feet takes me... some people hate my sponteniety.... but I love it so much... I don't like making plans to where I'm going... I don't like making iteneraries... but don't get me wrong... I have goals in life... and it was clearer now... I've learned the value of planning the future... and it was fun planning it with someone... but then... I have other plans too... for my future... I never thought I would be making one... a person use to ask me what I had planned for myself... now that I already have... I think my life is better... hmm I hope so... I thought my life was okay the way it was... fun... unplanned...exciting... just like a kid... but I realized that there are bad things about not planning... we can not be kids all the time... that we have a lot of responsibilities in life... I've learned so much from that person... I even learned the value of money and business... I learned to value memories... I learned to value people who loves and cares for me... I learned to be patient... I learned to enjoy.... funny... did you know that I've been reading newspapers now... haha before I couldn't last reading a column... anyway... I just wrote things... nothing much! :) I'm so excited.. I cannot hide it... hahaha just remembered my soul searching adventure! bye!