The Heart

How heavy can a heart ever feel without you wanting to give up??? Maybe as heavy as the Earth and the Sun and all the Stars and Planets in the Universe rolled into one.... How long can a person endure pain in their hearts??? Maybe longer than forever.... How far can the heart go out of its beating just to make things work??? Maybe as far as death could bring it.... How many lies and false hopes can the heart close its eyes to??? Maybe more than we could ever think of.... But if the heart is that great to endure all pains, suffer all lies and false hopes, wait for something you are not sure of and carry anything heavier than it could really carry... Does it ever stop and think that its enough??? Does it ever get there??? I am not sure how long the heart could face all this.... I am not sure if it will ever stop feeling pain and be numb... I am not sure... come to think of it... what am I sure about? I am loving and hurting at the same time... but maybe thats the whole essence of it.... That you feel pain because you love... and that when you love it is a given fact that we all should be ready to feel those pain.... Or we feel love because we had felt pain already.... haaay... I think I'm going crazy... I hate false hopes...