He is Tired!?!?

Just got back from our Christmas Party.... Been talking for nearly 5 hours without break...because I hosted the party... then he textes me and he was furious...He said I didn't even texted him... maybe I should have asked for a break to text him... but I guess I wanted it all to get over with so I can go home already... but what did he do... He said he was tired of me... He waited 5 hours and then he was tired of me... Last October, someone went back here... and he tells me lies that he wasn't with that person... and I trusted him... and almost everyday I wait till 3 in the morning... but did I ever told him I was tired... no! never! I never thought that 5 hours is as long as waiting from 7 pm to 3 am everyday... or could be longer.... it hurts so much!!! Like I didn't matter... I gave him my all and he says he's tired.... before he use to tell me... I might give up on him.... Now... I wonder what he says to himself... Sh*T!!! it really hurts... He's been hurting me all along and I'm still here... and he questions my love??? that's so absurd!!!