My day!

Changed the appearance of my blog... from pink to green! hehe I like the color combinations... changed my title and subtitle too... it speaks more...
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hmmm... My friend just texted me... his wife just gave birth to a healthy baby boy! :) Welcome to the "Outside" Xyrus!

I talked to someone a while ago... I'm not sure if he's fine... I hope he is... I think he knows how I am right now too... hmm cause I also told him what I am currently feeling... I just don't want things to be all too late... malay natin... bukas wala na ako... haay... I pray for you... I will always pray for you.... may not be all the time but every minute I call God's name... He knows that in my heart I wish you all the goodness....

Dramatic entry... hahaha don't mind me... just feeling kinda emotional right now... *sob*

Flickr

This is a test post from , a fancy photo sharing thing.

Whatever Is In My Mind...

* did something I am not sure I should have done... like reacting like I was not suppose to... sorry my friend...
* told a person about my friend... I hope he wishes me happiness...
* ask someone if its okay to get back to someone from my past... did not get any answers though...
* wasn't progressing in my work... I wonder why.
* missing someone... A LOT...
* saw someone.. I was very happy...
* wants to update my friendster blog but couldn't because of my limited access...

I can't think of anything anymore... Goodnight everyone! :)

Blinding Anger

Yesterday, I had a client meeting and because of that I wasn't able to witness a "crime"... My officemates told me that a guard of a shop shot a "flyer-man" of our client. Whats the reason? because he was handing out flyers infront of the other store... hmmm... was that enough reason to shoot someone??? maybe this is again an example of the "blinding" anger... people... tsk tsk...

Another is the story of my brother's girlfriend, Tim... She was in a line to get an Light Rail Transit (LRT) ticket... one guy says "Assholes! That is not the entrance"... another guy answers "You're the Asshole! This is the entrance!" until they raised voices... one guy pulled a gun and pointed it on the other man... everybody ran far from that place... except for Tim... she was shocked... maybe she couldn't move.... the guy with the gun was a police... so the other guy said " You're a police?! Go ahead! Fire!"... but the police realizes that there were many witnesses looking... he put down the gun and they were sent to the LRT office where the police kept on apologizing.... and then Tim... still shocked... went on... waiting for the LRT... after she got in... and minutes passed... she heard a girl shouting "You Perv!"... Apparently, she was accusing the man to be rubbing his phallus against the girl... she kept on shouting and the guy kept on shouting back! The guy said "Miss I have no intention of doing that! I can hardly move with all these people... I've been riding LRT so many times and I have never encountered such shameful accusations..." and the girl probably answered him back... the guy continued "and one more... For your information, you're not my time... because YOU ARE U-G-L-Y!" Wow! that was mean... the crowd laughed hehe ofcourse girl said "You're Rude!" The guy answered "Because you are putting me in shame... they are all looking at me...." And so on and so forth... many joined the debate... but only one old woman stopped everything by saying "you men... put your cr*tches to where they should be!" hahah everybody bursted out in a big loud laughter...

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Attached is the collage I made which I also posted in my frienster collages album... you can check it here:

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Thanks.... Tatah...

If Everything is just this Simple...

Have you ever wished that you never grew up? I remember wishing that before... if everything was just this simple.... below is a part of the song "Happiness" by Lea and Gerard Salongga... I'm no fan of theirs but this song is really a... a.... a kid's song... a simple definition of happiness...


Lea:Happiness is two kinds of ice cream
Finding your skate key, telling the time
Happiness is learning to whistle
Tying your shoe for the very first time
Happiness is playing the drum in your own school band
And happiness is walking hand in hand

Gerard:Happiness is five different crayons
Knowing a secret, climbing a tree
Happiness is finding a nickel
Catching a firefly, setting him free
Happiness is being alone every now and then
And happiness is coming home again

yeaahhh... I use to feel this way too... hahaha But as we grow old... we take all simple happiness for granted... we just aim for the big ones... ciao!

My Series of Unfortunate Events

Oh my... I'm sinking in a pile of problems already... I couldn't find my folder and I'm really stressed out... I opted to write first before getting back to work... In Davao, I've been too busy to rest... and something happened there that I really feel small... I hope I could turn back time... haay... I'll try to enumerate my unfortunate events...

• We left a box in Manila and realized it 12 Hours after we got there. Of course, domino effect...
  
• We had to pay 3,810.89 for excess baggage...
  
• I never got enough sleep there... but its okay...
  
• And then I lost the keys to the display cabinet... buti nalang may extra... and then eventually I found it at the corner of my hotel cabinet.
  
• I was pissed off by someone... but now we're good... hehehe
  
• And then I keep on loosing my pricelist...fortunately, someone returns them to me...
• I also keep on forgetting a lot of things...
  
• And there's a swindler roaming around my booth!
  
• The "something" that happened... really feel sad...
  
• When we got home from Davao... our clients personnel went home with one of our bags... so there... we left it in Davao... and still need to pay 2,099.99 for excess baggage... Also I accidentally brought with me to Manila... my client's calculator hihi... he kept messaging me to send it along with his stocks incase he orders....
  
• My mom and I had a petty fight in the car when I got back...
  
• Earlier I thought I lost a document... was thinking of forging the signature... luckily I found it... actually... I got scared of forging it so I was planning to tell the truth...
  
• Now... I can't find an important folder.... Haaayy....
  

So, what is happening to me??? I think I need a time off from my work... I'm thinking of filing a leave and go somewhere far... haaay I need a vacation... tatah!!!

Moving on...

Life can be so cruel sometimes but we can't do anything about that... we just have to bear with it and see the light in the midst of the dark... sometimes we think we're so down but the truth is you just have to look around to feel better... a friend told me he roams around squatters area when he's down... so that he'll see that he's in a "not-so-bad" situation at all...

There's a story in my mind... about the old and the younger foot... They both wear shoes that they couldn't remove... the younger foot is such a blabber... he keeps on talking about his pains caused by the new hole because of walking too much... one time the hole let in a small pebble... it irritated him so much because it made some scratches on him and gave him pains... and then he met the old foot... his shoes looked so torned up and had a lot of holes...so the younger foot thought "how many pains and wounds from pebbles could those holes had caused him?" and so he asked the old foot... the old foot just said calmly "as we grow old we can never stop getting holes on our shoe and pebbles through those holes... there are also many kinds of pebbles... some are rough... some are spiny... you're just lucky if you get the smoother ones..." he smiled and continued " I still have a pebble below my heel... I got it years and years ago... but I learned to live with it... that is why it never bothers me anymore... and I have moved on with my life.."

I just made this story (it was inspired by a story I vaguely remember reading during my elementary days)... I'm not sure if it's good... but the story is implying that we should not blab about all our problems... problems will come and go... some stays.. but life should not end there... we should learn to live with it... just wanna share!

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Thought to ponder:
How should you wear your belt? Should the end go towards left or right?
Ciao Bloggers!

Why's

Why...

• ...do we make actions (rubbing chin or forehead, tapping our fingers against our head, racking head back and forth, etc.) when we think?
  
• ...do we feel itchy when someone keeps on scratching him/herself?
  
• ...do we feel like taking a puke when someones making a sound like he's letting out a cow from his mouth?
  
• ...do people have the tendency to say stupid things? (tao lang?)
  
• ...do we look for something that wasn't there? (Natural! hahaha)
  
• ...are mosquitos keep biting me??? *furious* hehehe
  
• ...am I asking these kind of questions?
  
• ...are you reading my blogs? (hehe okay lang... thanks for reading!)
  

No more questions your honor... case dismiss!!! hehehe Goodnight Bloggers!

Summarized Happenings

Hello there peeps... been busy this past few weeks... and will be busy for the coming weeks... Nothing much happening, just working.... Anyway, I'll just write it in bullets...

• Leaving Manila July 6... but I'll be back on the 10th
  
• Met a new friend... Her name is Issa... :)
  
• bumped my head on the corner of a metal signboard... (it still hurts! haha)
  
• June 29... finished half a bottle of 1.5 liter Coke and then I had an acidity attack after an hour! hehe
  
• Was going to drink coke again June 30 after eating pineapple but my sister got mad... Because she was the one I bothered when I had the attack and she had to take care of me!!! haha *batting eyelashes*
  
• I got a Levi's wrist strap and Levi's memo book with denim case... from Mark (Maymay's hmmm what ba???)
  
• Fixed and cleaned my side table by my bed cause I'm coughing due to the dust hehehe
  
• Have a lot of pending works... I'm getting crazier and crazier each day that passes!!! hehehe
  
• Received a letter from SMC... Hmmm...
  

Can't think of anything anymore... :) I'll write again soon... as soon as everything is flowing well... tatah! :D

Nothing Much!!!

Haven't updated this blog for quite sometime now... because I've been busy with my blog in friendster... because I am trying not to double post... still I double post sometimes... anyway, since I can't access friendster from my home... this is where I'll write my blog....

I am leaving Manila on July 6... on my way to Davao to attend an event... be back by 10th...

Hmm... Nothing much happening with me right now... Just talked to a lot of people for enlightenment... Guess I needed so much friends... Thanks everyone... yet, I realized that the only way to understand fully what's happening is to face the whole truth from the horse's mouth... So that will be my advice... If you want to know something don't hesitate to ask the horse... hehe joke... I meant the person involve....

Anyway, I couldn't think of a good thing to right... I'll just write again..... Goodnight Bloggers!!!